Me,myself and I?!~!??

Okay...I think i'm having a serious stomach flu right now!! No matter wat food i ate..all comes out of my body like 15mins later. Been like this for 3-4days...since tuesdaY!! DAmn.. I duno what's the cause but it's getting more serious and frequent! Luckily i'm was off from wed-fri~ So..toilet wasn't a problem...bUT!!! I feel like a bloody shitter..HAizz

Been reading about "Doctor Fish"..It seems like a saviour for Psoriasis?~!? Pretty interesting topic to read about, science is oh so wonderful and deep. Never knew by eating dead skin flakes off our wounds or injuries will actually hasten the speed of better recovery. Little fishes~~ my hero!! Even a small fish can do magnificent things~ I dun thing I would wan to stay in Conrad anymore..After my bonus and awS..god bless if i can last for a yeaR...I Shall find myself a new environment~!! Even if I'm a small fry...I would wan to be a great small frY...haHA..duno typing wat shit...after countless visits to the loo..I think i'm fainting soon..Come fast 10pM!!

OkaY..I shall plan myself for my excitements and do whatever things i'm interested in!!
1. GET DRiving LicenSE!! (although auto license..but it's still a license!)
2. Learn something neW!! (Either Keyboard or take up a language--> French or Japanese??)
3. Find a new job (Hopefully I can be myself and not so moronic infront of ppl)
4. PHEwww....Earn loTs of moneY and go overseaS for a trip!!!

Hmmm...Watched "Raise your voice" on DVD..by Hilary Bluff. Very nice and inspiring movie. Loved all the songs inside..especially the lyrics and all..It made me teared thoughout the show...Sob Sob.. Especially when she sang "Someone's watching over me".!!!

It this the real me??

You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.You don't really give in.

You follow your beliefs and ideals to the bitter end. You are the personification of stubbornness and whatever may transpire, right or wrong, you refuse to compromise or make concessions.You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd.

Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd.

Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.

Okay..CiaOZ!!!! Shall re-insert the tagboard when i'm freEe..It's so nice to know that ppl actually view my bloG.. Thanks thankS!! BacK to the real world.

SHITTY SHITS!!

15 Nov 06
Worked L-shift, 3pm - 11pm
Suayest Day of 2006!

1st
Stupid Cheepo idiotic guest!
Shouted out loud complaining that the charges was too expensive! So happened that those Exec Com ppl walked out of their meeting room and heard them.. As usual lar...never ask anything.."FOR YOU..ITS COMPLEMENTARY" haHA...after me kana scoldings, all they did was to pacify the guests without questions..Obviously making me look so damn bloody useless and stupiD!!

2nd
Stupid security held all 5 lifts at level 2 ballroom, said that heavy traffic was predicted! Internal staff...of coz sales ppl...exploded at me! "WHY HAVEN'T U CALL SECURITY or ENGINEERING??? I'VE BEEN STANDiNG n WAITING FOR AT LEAST 5 MINS!!" ShiTTy bloody you!! Nevermind..in the end he called security..and what he got back was... "we'll see what we can do about it!!" Hahaha...That was frm boss of security..

3rd
One indian gst frm india~ came out of the lift and ask me where's the fitness centre!
Me: It's on level 4 siR.
INDIAN: I just came'm from their'n someone frm' your hotel'l told me is up up...and now'n you wan mi to go back again????
INDIAN: The person is wearing the uniform like youu'' ....and now i got to go back down again?? this is no good..and he went continuing mumbling as he was waiting for the bloody lift!
Me: What the FucK????

4th
And it all happened within 45mins. Throughout each and every incident, I was alone as my colleague went 4 dinner. Faxes came firing like bullets from machine guns~~~~ Non-stop i tell you!! Senders of those faxes kept calling up to ensure that faxes were received.. Fax machines firing, phones ringing~~ many guests came to use internet and also enquired about postage charges!! OMG!!!! GOING CRAZY!!! OCcupanCy waS 100% and we were overbooked by 30 rooms...wonder why all guests came to Business centre!! Weird riTE??

5th
Went to relieve Giftshop's meal break after i had dinner. Damn Damn...got guest wanna order flowers...Haha..anyhow hump-tan liao.

This month is so bloody crazy!!
Got scoldings practically everyday, by guests lar!! who else??....been so so busy~~!! HELLO..i thought Biz Ctr is the most slackest department to hide...but it's really NONO!! We are not appreciated when huge amount of profits were generated, but actual fact we were investigated whether our guests had been "SLAUGHTERED" by us!!! when we're not earning...kana scoldings, condemption!! WTF!!
And when we were trying to be firm on the prices...ppl come and say.."FOR YOU, ITS COMPLEMENTARY!" Wat a joke rite?
Worse thing of all!! There is no air-con on the whole floor's corridor~ and we are located right in the middle of the corridor. Can you imagine working in an enclosed area with just a mini-fan blowing ventilated air around your small small counteR? haHa..Always we will kana heat-stroke and migrain~~ coz uniform also damn thick!
Sorry to say....my limits are really that mucH...PHEW!!! That's aLL!!
Do i sound like heR?? Miranda frm devils wear prada~~ so COOL RITE>??? Anne Hathaway...perhaps i can also become like hER?? Size 6 to size 4...COOL!!

Was off yesterdaY..watched "Raise your voice" by hillary bluff....damn damn nice show..so inspiring... must go sing ktv very soon~~ :PPPPP

Anna sui

Nice Nice....I looked slimmer hoR?? Tis was taken during april or maY...of 2006

Errmmm..

Everyone...this guy besides me is Fatty Boom Boom! Was taking during my bdaY!! Thanks to moMo a.k.a shuqing for all the picS!!!





My Sec sch frens!! Pretty lala and cynthia!! Thanks for coming...you two busy gers...Miss ya loads!!!

And OF COZ the Hospi ganG!! Very small group becos most of the guys couldn't make it as they had ndp rehearsals than...a pity though..But thanks everyone who made efforts~!~!~!~! Not forgetting Adeline~~ =P

My BdaY CAKE!!! OMG!! the Sinful-not less cake!! from Sheraton Hotel..Best chocolate cake in town Wee hu Wee!!! Loved it to the core... :PP!!

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Am actually working now. sunday morning...Boring, sleepy and :X

Been slacking around..learn driving!! WooHoo!! Driving is lots of fun,

easy for everyone! Already completed my sixth lesson...parallel is not that difficult k...got it right

on the first try...Wee hu wEee...

Been reading story books...watching vcds. And also asking myself..what do i really want?? Am I so very undecisive??? I really missed the times in Waraku~~ With yen and all..those busy times when we ran all over the restaurants like mad~ When we knew that there isn't enough staffing during the busy weekends dinner but yet laughing at each other knowing that everyone elses is so god-damned busy and that we have to do everything ourselves... Hahaha..Loved it when you know that help is nearby..and will rush and fly to help you clear trays once guests leaves thetable for the check~!!

Missed all those shoutings..."FOOD-Tastings sessions!~~!" missed those busy times when times really really flies...phew...and also not forgetting stupid jap boss and managers.. Being the pioneer batch wasn't easy at all...we got to train new part-timers and full-timers..SOP~ Standard operating procedures were actually done up by uS~~ Imagine that everybody's following your intructions~~ CooL!!

Besides training..we got to build rapport with all the staff~ Although most of them are almost my age..differences still exist! Problem is how you communicate with them both as a friend after work, as well as, a supervisor during work! Every single thing started from scratch! From the layout of all equipments to the refrigerator display, storage of excess items..and also records and files prepared for all those impt stuffs..

Hmmm..I really missed that kind of drive I used to have..now..I'm just a simple girl?!!~!!~!~!~

GOT TO BUCK UP!!! JIA YOU!! Am thinking of learning Japanese language..after i get my driving license bah~! JIA YOU!! I shall not be mono-tone!! At least must be an auto...in future a soprano! Live it and EAt it!! HohOho...x'mAs coming~~~

oh yA..i actually ran into one of my waraku's customers when i when for driving lessons~ He actually learnt from my instructor~~ so so coincidental~~!! he opens his own event company..small but enough to be considered a rich man..it is fate? leading me to another world?

one door closes and another door will open at the end of the pathway~~ I need to strive hard...tough time don;t last..tough men do!!!!

Very long-winded huH?? I oso duno why...mebbi is morning's boredom. Normally i'll still be sleeping soundly if not working...oHhh..fEw more hours..come fast plEASE!!!

suckS!!

Feeling sucky todae!! ATE WARAKu...overeat like mad and almost feel the food coming out of my esopheagous and out of my mouth every single time i burp or tried to! Can you imagine the scenE?? anyway..wasnt hungry at all till 11pm...ate mac...haIzz..FAILURE again!!

Drove todae, directional change! It was pretty easy once you get the hang of it..hOhoho..hopefully i can do so good for other lessons oso.. I won't buy VIOS, it's too heavy for a steering wheel and speed pick up damn slow...hMmm..as if i can afford a car now!

Been working and working..watched the prestige with fatty boom. Quite a good movie with lots of twists throughout, but the truth is always better not known. So scary to know how human beings really choose to do when you are desperate, eager for fame and during competing without realising that you are losing yourself when journeying towards them. The ugliness of human beings....very realistic but scary!!

Sinking Japan is nice also...touching but so surreal..what if it really does happens and OMG~~

HohO..I did a note-taking for my practical lessons..all the main points of coz..4th Lesson...PASSED!!!

SIANZZzzzzz..