I'm here..or am I not>?

Been raining these few days..got drenched like nobody's business when i did not bring umbrella or jacket. And when i bring them out with me...the rain din come. haha..Why is it always me??? So suay..

Very sleepy now~ It seems that for the whole night I was tossing and turning on my bed, adjusting my pillow and blanket, vividly remembering the many times I see the time on my handphone, "Why isn't the time moving? or Am I really up the whole night?" Alas, 5.15am sharp came the alarm. Damn, that was then I realised I am tired but i got to get up. Showering in the morning is freezing hell for me. But to shower in the cold morning air....phew, ya. I did shower, to wake myself up.

Dreamingly yet so real...I'm really bushed..anyone dating me for xmas anot??
i'm waiting for lela to come so i can fly back home and snuggle against my doggy cushion, all covered in my blankets while rain just started to storm when i'm all ready for my nap..Hoho..

So sick!! 31dEc i'm working afternoon...god bless~ hopefully can rush away before the squeezing and pushing~ Still can remember last time...saw fireworks outside Waraku MS..enchantingly beautiful. but the aftermath was bloody. I still can imagine...SUCKS!!!

Sleepy sleepy sleepy...no lunch for me.......... :(

Yello!!

Watched full house again, cried like nobody's business. How sweet..
Slacked till 5plus and got dressed up and prepare to meet with the girls.
As usual, always behind schedule. Only managed to reach TSL's at around 9 plus.
All starved and tired, we had delicious steamboat awaiting..hOHo

Bought a chocolate truffle cake from Swissbake for TSL..DAMN delicious...Whee-u Whee.
Spoiler of the day was my stupid headache and I was rostered to work 10am the next day.
Din really sleep the whole night cos my head was throbbing with pain and I almost fell down the bed and crashed Jess a few times..haha

Dreamingly, I floated for 8hours during my shift. Luckily fatty was in the area and he came to fetch me home. Ta-baoed dinner while I waited for him to drive those the jams..reached home at 7pm....ate dinner..and collapsed at 8.15PM!!

Here i am now...working 7am. REjuvenated and looking forward to Vivo... Den fatty called and say he got to work todae. no off for him.!!! Bloody hell!! Which means that he won;t get to rest for 2 whole week~ Which means working from 7 dec to 25dec..all the way non-stop with rest for almost 20days?? And it's now Peak seasons...for sure it's busy all the way. WHAT THE FUcL!!!
STUpid bloody hell boss..you can happily sleep late at home, drink and merry while all the staff have screwed-up clock working for u? And now....they have those mid-night shopping..which means fatty got to work later, lesser rest and no off days??

WAt a joke?? 1 outlet you need 5 staff to handle...it leads to lower efficiency and higher dependability! Now my nicely planned shopping trip is ruined!! SHIT SHIT!!! All your fault!! you should ask your husband and all the office staff to cover the outlets and let your staff take off. I bet there isn't much stock to pack since it was already distributed yesterday!! You are a poor BOsS!! I mean it!!

I'm so so sad now....
rainy...
no shopping...
no meeting fatty...
no good feast....
ROT ROT ROT!!!

Someone's Watching Over Me

Someone’s Watching Over me (Edited from Hillary Duff's)

I found myself today
Oo I find myself and ran away
Some things hold me back
Voice of reasons I forgot I had

All I know is you’re not here to stay
To preach what you always say
They are written in the stars tonight

But I won’t give up
And I won’t break down
Sooner that it seems life turns around
But I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
Baby, deep down in my heart I still believe
Someone’s watching over me

It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how much it takes to fly high
Be true to your heart and believe
Someone’s watching
Someone’s watching over me

This song is dedicated to my great grandmother. I.e. my father's father's mother.
Greatest lady whom I've respected and whom I still respects till now. She passed away when
I was still in secondary four. Passed away due to illnesses. I vividly remember that few days before she took her last breath, we were all crowding in my house, happily telling her that her hair has almost turned black.

I found out when I was home from Bowen Sec, happily wanted to enter her room to greet her. But air of emptiness greeted me, her smell was gone, bed was empty and even my whole family wasn't around. Of course, deep down in my heart long predicted that this time will come soon but I never knew it was that sudden.

Even now late at night, I still cry when I miss her. She was my mother, my nanny, my teacher, my playmate, my english student and also my favourite chef. I miss you~~~ please continue to watch over us and stay healthy k?

Looking forward...VIVO!

Hu.Hu.Hu Hurray!
X'mas coming really soon.. got lots of prezzies to prepare. Gonna do that this coming sunday after my shift! God bless that this year's xmas will be a fruitful one. One of my favourite festival apart from CNY! It's the season of giving and sharing, wonderful lightings and beautiful things all over the place.

I wish i wish...

Been watching lots of movies lately..

Open Seasons (Cartoon)
It's about a big brown bear story. The whole show was totally predictable, but nice still. Heartwarmthing and very funny.

Battle of the Wits (Andy lau's)
Very nice show. All about how a 'Mo Zi' (Andy Lau) strives to protect a small weak town of 4,000 civilians to fight against 10,000 fleet of trained soldiers. Person who wrote this movie is really talented. Me and fatty was so amazingly engrossed throughout the show that we only exchanged glances a few times. Ho ho ho..

Big Time....really sucks!!

HA! Dun really mean to curse and swear everytime i update..but things really go hay-wired for me!!

Having worked in Conrad for less than 1 year..approximately 8months. I've encountered numerous weird and pervertic guests at my workplace!!

1. I got a outside phone call transferred from operator, guest wants to get connected to the Biz cTr.
Therefore: I answer the phone: How may I help you.?

Guest: It is my last night staying here....(LONG LONG PAUSE)

ME: (Getting impatient) Yes, and how may i assist you sir?

Guest: Yes....please come up to my room and show me your boobs, will you???

ME: (DAMN BLOODY HELL...SlaM down Phone!! Called operator to track phone number, Can;t track because it was a private line.)

Nevermind, informed DM on shift. He assumed that it was a prank call, asked me to call again if anything else happens.

Moments after I ended my conversation with DM on the phone, 3 BLACKS ( not trying to be discriminate) came and 1 with a long scar across his face. Not friendly. Really shits! And I thought one of them sounded like the prank caller because they spoke not-really-good english.

Weekends, nobody inside the executive office. Was rather late already and I'm alone with 3 of them!! Lucky lucks~~ My director of sales came back as she forgot her handphone, God BlessES Me~ At least someone else is with, my apart from them. Shortly after, they lefT~~~ after not-so-short 10mins.. PRICELINE.COM!! I HAte YOU!!! HonEST!!!

2. Ages ago, no just yesterday's yesterday was a BAD bad bad daY!! Thursday's night @ around 10.55pm. Came one decent looking guy, dressed in pants and shirt, carrying a laptop bag wandered around my small counter when I came back locking those computer rooms.

ME: Yes sir, How can I help you.

Guest: I'm staying at Pan Pacific Hotel with my wife. She needs a pair of worn stockings for a urgent morning meeting tomorrow! I wonder if you can help me. It's already very late.

ME: (ACT-BLUR) Oh, our gift-shop at Level 1 sells them. Perhaps you would like to go down?
They open till 11pm!

GuesT: No-no, I need WORN ones because my wife is allergic to new stockings! It is very urgent! Can't you just help me? (GEtting impatient..)

ME: Why not I give my duty manager a call and perhaps we can assist you in another way?
(Trying to siam...)

GuesT: No...Nobody at all in Pan-Pac is trying to help me. That's why i walked all the way here to see if somebody here can help!!

ME: OKAY...Just give me a moment! I'll get my DM to assist you!!! (RAN INTO BACK OFFICE TO CALL DM & SECURITY...DOOR CLOSED..)

GUEST: (SHOUTED) It's okay if you dun want to help!! BYE and GOODNITE!

DAMN BLOODY HELLL!!! I was so so tramatised by him that I could remember whether I did lock up my back office before i left few minutes later. Lucky nice nice AM Helmi answered my phone and promised to check for me.

To summarise the above..and few previous posts, I think all my eight characters clashes with my current workplace. All those suay things surely will happen to me... my two colleagues have been working here for almost a century for nothing of this sort has happened to them. I seriously need a new environment to work in. A place with more people so that I won't have to face guests alone and quietly. I HAD ENough of all those 'coincidentally happened when I'm around incidents'! Totally overwhelmed by it.

Come faSter please...my last day...